1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:12,887 --> 00:00:15,557 (soft music) 4 00:00:24,899 --> 00:00:27,277 - [Woman] Hola, how you been? 5 00:00:27,944 --> 00:00:29,612 - [Cassandro] I'm okay, and you? 6 00:00:29,654 --> 00:00:32,365 - [Woman] Working, working, working. 7 00:00:33,116 --> 00:00:34,659 Uh, where's Cassandro? 8 00:00:36,745 --> 00:00:38,246 So sorry, Cassandro. 9 00:00:38,288 --> 00:00:41,458 (indistinct talking) 10 00:00:41,499 --> 00:00:42,876 (speaking in foreign language) 11 00:00:42,917 --> 00:00:44,044 (laughs) 12 00:00:44,085 --> 00:00:45,420 Technology. 13 00:00:45,462 --> 00:00:47,297 - A lot of people see me as an exotico leader, 14 00:00:47,339 --> 00:00:49,466 as an exotico goddess, that's why I'm called 15 00:00:49,507 --> 00:00:54,637 the Liberace of Lucha Libre and the exotico queen. 16 00:00:55,722 --> 00:00:58,099 And all this stuff, but I've been through a lot. 17 00:00:58,141 --> 00:00:59,392 I've been stabbed. 18 00:00:59,434 --> 00:01:00,727 I've been beat up. 19 00:01:00,769 --> 00:01:04,731 I've been hurt, a lot of doors shut in my face 20 00:01:04,773 --> 00:01:07,984 because of my sexual preferences, 21 00:01:08,026 --> 00:01:09,736 because I've been an exotico, 22 00:01:09,778 --> 00:01:13,823 because I was labeled like gay, exotico. 23 00:01:13,865 --> 00:01:17,243 But people didn't give me the chance to see my work 24 00:01:17,285 --> 00:01:21,039 inside the ring because, once they saw me inside the ring, 25 00:01:21,081 --> 00:01:22,499 they were like, wow. 26 00:01:22,540 --> 00:01:24,220 This guy doesn't even look like an exotico, 27 00:01:24,250 --> 00:01:25,794 just because of his presence, 28 00:01:25,835 --> 00:01:29,339 but he has more talent and he's such a great wrestler 29 00:01:29,381 --> 00:01:30,715 than anybody else. 30 00:01:30,757 --> 00:01:32,759 And that's when I was like, ah, see. 31 00:01:32,801 --> 00:01:37,263 Now, you can see, but give me a chance to prove 32 00:01:37,305 --> 00:01:39,432 why I'm inside the ring. 33 00:01:39,474 --> 00:01:40,934 It's not only because I'm exotico 34 00:01:40,975 --> 00:01:43,645 and I love to kiss my opponents or whatever. 35 00:01:43,687 --> 00:01:47,649 No, I'm in the ring because I like to show my talent, 36 00:01:47,691 --> 00:01:49,025 my skills. 37 00:01:49,067 --> 00:01:50,628 I'm a very talented (speaking in foreign language) 38 00:01:50,652 --> 00:01:52,237 and that speaks in itself. 39 00:01:52,278 --> 00:01:55,865 Right now, I have three Championship belts in my waist 40 00:01:55,907 --> 00:01:58,702 and I was the first exotico to be a world champion 41 00:01:58,743 --> 00:01:59,743 back in 1991. 42 00:02:01,162 --> 00:02:03,915 (bright music) 43 00:04:33,982 --> 00:04:36,943 (bell ringing) (crowd cheering) 44 00:04:36,985 --> 00:04:38,278 - [Crowd] Cassandro! 45 00:04:38,319 --> 00:04:39,320 Cassandro! 46 00:04:40,196 --> 00:04:41,322 Cassandro! 47 00:04:41,364 --> 00:04:44,325 (crowd cheering) 48 00:04:47,203 --> 00:04:49,539 Cassandro! 49 00:04:50,373 --> 00:04:51,416 Cassandro! 50 00:05:03,345 --> 00:05:06,181 (bell ringing) 51 00:05:06,222 --> 00:05:07,140 (crowd cheering) 52 00:05:07,182 --> 00:05:09,851 (crowd gasping) 53 00:05:23,198 --> 00:05:25,950 (crowd cheering) 54 00:05:39,297 --> 00:05:43,134 (singing in foreign language) 55 00:05:51,017 --> 00:05:53,645 - Not a good idea drinking Diet Coke in the morning, 56 00:05:53,687 --> 00:05:55,897 but I didn't do a coffee. 57 00:05:58,024 --> 00:05:59,024 I was rushing. 58 00:06:05,448 --> 00:06:07,909 (laughing) 59 00:06:11,079 --> 00:06:13,164 Somebody's in a good mood this morning. 60 00:06:15,625 --> 00:06:16,584 - [Woman] I am too. 61 00:06:16,626 --> 00:06:17,669 - I know. 62 00:06:19,421 --> 00:06:23,550 (speaking in foreign language) 63 00:06:24,801 --> 00:06:26,177 - [Woman] Ah, okay. 64 00:06:31,349 --> 00:06:32,349 Uh-huh. 65 00:06:33,309 --> 00:06:37,147 (singing in foreign language) 66 00:06:42,819 --> 00:06:44,779 - I don't know how to sing very lovely, 67 00:06:44,821 --> 00:06:46,448 but I do it from the heart. 68 00:06:52,037 --> 00:06:54,414 This is where all my doctors are. 69 00:06:54,456 --> 00:06:55,999 - Yeah. - Over there. 70 00:06:56,041 --> 00:06:57,727 And this is the hospital where I'm gonna get 71 00:06:57,751 --> 00:06:59,252 all my surgeries. 72 00:06:59,294 --> 00:07:00,545 - [Woman] Okay. 73 00:07:00,587 --> 00:07:01,897 - I already did three there, so... 74 00:07:01,921 --> 00:07:03,024 - They know you. - The next ones that 75 00:07:03,048 --> 00:07:04,591 are coming up will be there too. 76 00:07:07,010 --> 00:07:11,056 (singing in foreign language) 77 00:07:18,772 --> 00:07:21,775 That's New Mexico, this is Texas. 78 00:07:21,816 --> 00:07:23,693 That's Juarez, Mexico. 79 00:07:30,450 --> 00:07:31,701 You see, two countries 80 00:07:31,743 --> 00:07:33,286 and three states. - Three states. 81 00:07:33,328 --> 00:07:36,081 (horn honking) 82 00:07:53,390 --> 00:07:57,227 - [Cassandro] All this was prostitution, bars. 83 00:07:58,228 --> 00:08:02,190 Nothing exists no more, everything was thrown down. 84 00:08:03,566 --> 00:08:07,404 I used to go in this neighborhood that doesn't exist no more 85 00:08:07,445 --> 00:08:09,322 and get high right here. 86 00:08:09,364 --> 00:08:10,364 All this. 87 00:08:12,367 --> 00:08:14,786 They threw everything down. 88 00:08:16,788 --> 00:08:18,998 This is the gym where I started wrestling, 89 00:08:19,040 --> 00:08:21,710 where I became a wrestler. 90 00:08:21,751 --> 00:08:26,965 (dog barking) (flute screeching) 91 00:08:36,683 --> 00:08:39,102 Wrestling is very important in Mexico, 92 00:08:39,144 --> 00:08:41,771 it's part of a, it's like a religion in Mexico. 93 00:08:42,689 --> 00:08:46,276 It's a family thing, so in Juarez, 94 00:08:46,317 --> 00:08:48,945 after every Sunday, there were shows 95 00:08:48,987 --> 00:08:50,405 every Sundays and Thursdays. 96 00:08:50,447 --> 00:08:53,158 So, after we go to Mass, we went to Lucha Libre. 97 00:08:53,199 --> 00:08:56,244 My first view of Lucha Libre was in television 98 00:08:56,286 --> 00:08:59,080 in the black and white movies with 99 00:08:59,122 --> 00:09:03,710 (speaking in foreign language) 100 00:09:03,752 --> 00:09:06,212 And then, as time passed, I started going 101 00:09:06,254 --> 00:09:10,383 to the Lucha Libre shows and it was just amazing. 102 00:09:10,425 --> 00:09:12,552 It's like a free therapy session. 103 00:09:12,594 --> 00:09:16,514 You forget all the stuff that happened to you at home 104 00:09:16,556 --> 00:09:19,059 or in school and all the problems 105 00:09:19,100 --> 00:09:24,314 and it's a screaming game like you tore out this language 106 00:09:25,273 --> 00:09:26,459 and you took all your stress and frustrations 107 00:09:26,483 --> 00:09:28,068 out on the wrestlers. 108 00:09:28,777 --> 00:09:30,362 So, I loved it. 109 00:09:30,403 --> 00:09:34,282 And then, of course, me being gay, I loved the men. 110 00:09:34,324 --> 00:09:37,660 I was so intrigued with them with their 111 00:09:37,702 --> 00:09:38,661 (speaking in foreign language) 112 00:09:38,703 --> 00:09:39,662 and their masks. 113 00:09:39,704 --> 00:09:40,747 (horns honking) 114 00:09:40,789 --> 00:09:42,415 I was like, ooh la-la. 115 00:09:43,375 --> 00:09:47,128 So, I went there and it was like, oh, nice. 116 00:09:47,170 --> 00:09:50,757 Oh my god, but they kicked my ass so bad. 117 00:09:50,799 --> 00:09:52,759 Oh, they beat me up so bad. 118 00:09:52,801 --> 00:09:56,262 I had fever and I had body aches 119 00:09:56,304 --> 00:09:59,432 and there was still a lot of homophobic going on and stuff, 120 00:09:59,474 --> 00:10:01,101 but I didn't care. 121 00:10:01,142 --> 00:10:03,329 It was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. 122 00:10:03,353 --> 00:10:06,314 It was one of my best medications, Lucha Libre. 123 00:10:12,487 --> 00:10:15,323 (horn honking) 124 00:10:27,627 --> 00:10:30,422 (energetic music) 125 00:10:40,849 --> 00:10:46,021 (crowd applauding) (crowd cheering) 126 00:11:05,540 --> 00:11:10,211 (speaking in foreign language) 127 00:11:10,253 --> 00:11:11,253 My hands. 128 00:11:12,464 --> 00:11:15,425 Cut it here. 129 00:11:15,467 --> 00:11:18,386 Those are all the scars of my 27 years 130 00:11:18,428 --> 00:11:23,850 of bottle hits, bites, corner hits. 131 00:11:27,020 --> 00:11:29,481 Left tibia fracture. 132 00:11:30,357 --> 00:11:35,028 I had to have a plate with eight pins. 133 00:11:36,029 --> 00:11:38,490 And now I'm gonna go and do ACL, PCL 134 00:11:39,908 --> 00:11:41,743 and meniscus change. 135 00:11:43,244 --> 00:11:45,330 Eight stitches in here. 136 00:11:47,540 --> 00:11:48,540 Here. 137 00:11:49,668 --> 00:11:51,878 So, that needs another surgery. 138 00:11:51,920 --> 00:11:52,921 My new teeth. 139 00:11:53,963 --> 00:11:56,299 I bought my teeth three times. 140 00:12:05,433 --> 00:12:08,687 Five times, the rotator cuff has moved. 141 00:12:08,728 --> 00:12:12,607 So, I have a torn ligament underneath my armpit. 142 00:12:12,649 --> 00:12:14,109 I have a pop out. 143 00:12:16,194 --> 00:12:19,948 I don't know, I have burns in my back somewhere there. 144 00:12:19,989 --> 00:12:23,410 And I have a lot of nerve damage from my neck 145 00:12:24,744 --> 00:12:27,539 to my arms to my waist. 146 00:12:31,001 --> 00:12:32,377 And then I have a cut. 147 00:12:37,924 --> 00:12:40,885 (crowd chanting) 148 00:12:45,849 --> 00:12:48,560 (bell ringing) 149 00:13:10,832 --> 00:13:12,500 (crowd cheering) 150 00:13:12,542 --> 00:13:13,626 - [Crowd] Cassandro! 151 00:13:13,668 --> 00:13:14,668 Cassandro! 152 00:13:30,352 --> 00:13:31,352 Cassandro! 153 00:13:34,397 --> 00:13:35,397 Cassandro! 154 00:13:36,024 --> 00:13:37,317 Cassandro! 155 00:13:37,359 --> 00:13:40,612 - And I been a world champion of UWA in 1991. 156 00:14:17,107 --> 00:14:20,402 (train horn blaring) 157 00:14:36,918 --> 00:14:40,922 (singing in foreign language) 158 00:15:19,586 --> 00:15:23,965 It's hard to start my morning because I'm in a lot of pain. 159 00:15:24,007 --> 00:15:25,592 - [Woman] I'm sure, yeah. 160 00:15:25,633 --> 00:15:30,430 - Right now, I don't want to cry, I'm hurting so bad. 161 00:15:34,225 --> 00:15:37,312 Let's see who's cute and who's not. 162 00:15:39,147 --> 00:15:41,024 Who's gonna be the father of my baby? 163 00:15:41,066 --> 00:15:43,485 (laughing) 164 00:15:46,279 --> 00:15:48,281 - [Woman] You always have your bear? 165 00:15:56,164 --> 00:15:58,124 - This bear has been with me 166 00:16:02,837 --> 00:16:04,005 since 2000. 167 00:16:05,006 --> 00:16:06,508 - [Woman] Okay. 168 00:16:08,176 --> 00:16:10,303 - When I started professional help 169 00:16:10,345 --> 00:16:14,182 with my therapist. 170 00:16:15,517 --> 00:16:19,979 Because I was going through bad stuff. 171 00:16:20,021 --> 00:16:21,648 Then when I got cleaned up, 172 00:16:21,690 --> 00:16:25,026 when I left the drugs and the alcohol and everything, 173 00:16:25,860 --> 00:16:27,278 I had the worst time. 174 00:16:28,488 --> 00:16:33,451 I was not using, but all this stuff started coming up 175 00:16:34,411 --> 00:16:37,497 and started coming up and started feeling. 176 00:16:38,707 --> 00:16:43,628 And then I remember all the abuse as a kid and everything. 177 00:16:45,005 --> 00:16:46,381 It was just like, oh my God. 178 00:16:48,591 --> 00:16:53,388 So, I went to therapy for 10 years. 179 00:16:53,430 --> 00:16:54,806 - [Woman] 10 years, hm. 180 00:16:56,433 --> 00:16:59,686 - My therapist left a year and a half ago from here. 181 00:16:59,728 --> 00:17:01,062 I miss her a lot. 182 00:17:01,104 --> 00:17:02,355 She moved to Denver. 183 00:17:03,023 --> 00:17:04,441 But I was only with her. 184 00:17:05,567 --> 00:17:07,777 And every time I went to her room 185 00:17:07,819 --> 00:17:10,822 and we started talking and stuff, 186 00:17:11,823 --> 00:17:14,617 and then at the end of the session more or less, 187 00:17:14,659 --> 00:17:18,955 She would give me the teddy bear. 188 00:17:18,997 --> 00:17:21,374 And I just remember I would hug this teddy bear 189 00:17:21,416 --> 00:17:23,626 and I would cry and cry and cry. 190 00:17:24,711 --> 00:17:27,130 So, this was my therapy for many years. 191 00:17:28,256 --> 00:17:31,384 And then when she left, she gave it to me. 192 00:17:33,136 --> 00:17:37,265 (speaking in foreign language) 193 00:17:40,560 --> 00:17:43,396 These are my recovery key tags. 194 00:17:48,735 --> 00:17:52,072 This is when I first got cleaned up. 195 00:17:52,113 --> 00:17:54,449 When I stop using drugs and alcohol. 196 00:17:55,450 --> 00:17:59,287 This was June 4th 2003. 197 00:18:04,000 --> 00:18:06,753 This was when I had 30 days. 198 00:18:06,795 --> 00:18:08,463 60 days. 199 00:18:08,505 --> 00:18:09,881 90 days. 200 00:18:09,923 --> 00:18:11,633 Six months. 201 00:18:11,675 --> 00:18:13,259 Nine months. 202 00:18:13,301 --> 00:18:15,011 One year. 203 00:18:15,053 --> 00:18:16,930 18 months. 204 00:18:16,971 --> 00:18:20,934 Two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, 205 00:18:20,975 --> 00:18:23,186 10, 11 years. 206 00:18:23,228 --> 00:18:24,813 June 4th. 207 00:18:24,854 --> 00:18:26,398 I celebrate it. 208 00:18:26,439 --> 00:18:27,857 - [Woman] That's fantastic. 209 00:18:27,899 --> 00:18:30,443 - And these are the original ones. 210 00:18:30,485 --> 00:18:33,780 So, I always keep 'em like right in my bed 211 00:18:33,822 --> 00:18:34,906 where I can see them. 212 00:18:35,990 --> 00:18:38,868 And it's says NA, Narcotics Anonymous, 213 00:18:38,910 --> 00:18:40,370 because I do Narcotics Anonymous. 214 00:18:40,412 --> 00:18:42,163 It's a 12-step program. 215 00:18:43,832 --> 00:18:46,459 And it just says clean and serene. 216 00:18:48,837 --> 00:18:51,840 So, these have a lot of pain and suffering 217 00:18:54,217 --> 00:18:55,427 and everything else. 218 00:18:56,720 --> 00:18:59,180 So, I work very hard for my key tags. 219 00:19:01,891 --> 00:19:02,976 Yeah. 220 00:19:03,018 --> 00:19:06,396 This is what saves my life. 221 00:19:06,438 --> 00:19:08,940 This is what saves me from me. 222 00:19:13,361 --> 00:19:17,407 (singing in foreign language) 223 00:20:42,951 --> 00:20:45,662 (birds chirping) 224 00:20:53,628 --> 00:20:56,673 Mothers give you that unconditional love, 225 00:20:56,715 --> 00:20:59,884 regardless of what you are and where you are. 226 00:20:59,926 --> 00:21:03,054 Mom passed away very young at 49 from two heart attacks. 227 00:21:04,305 --> 00:21:08,351 I went into the refrigerator where she was laying dead. 228 00:21:09,978 --> 00:21:12,939 I just uncovered her and I did her make-up. 229 00:21:12,981 --> 00:21:14,399 I did her hair. 230 00:21:15,525 --> 00:21:17,944 I put all the Estee Lauder she used to love 231 00:21:17,986 --> 00:21:19,529 in her casket. 232 00:21:20,822 --> 00:21:24,909 But I was using, but she never saw me clean. 233 00:21:24,951 --> 00:21:27,454 She always saw me as a using drug addict. 234 00:21:27,495 --> 00:21:29,706 So, that was very painful and it still is. 235 00:21:29,748 --> 00:21:31,958 At times, the shame and the guilt comes, 236 00:21:32,000 --> 00:21:36,129 but today I know that she sees me from wherever she is 237 00:21:36,171 --> 00:21:37,839 and she's very proud of me. 238 00:21:38,757 --> 00:21:41,009 She continues to be one of those forces that 239 00:21:41,051 --> 00:21:42,093 push me to do better. 240 00:22:04,616 --> 00:22:07,410 (bright music) 241 00:22:25,512 --> 00:22:29,557 (singing in foreign language) 242 00:23:38,335 --> 00:23:41,087 (crowd cheering) 243 00:24:16,748 --> 00:24:18,249 My teacher always tell me, 244 00:24:19,209 --> 00:24:21,711 I don't know when the hell you're gonna learn. 245 00:24:21,753 --> 00:24:23,838 That you're already done. 246 00:24:23,880 --> 00:24:25,590 You are already Cassandro. 247 00:24:25,632 --> 00:24:27,717 People just love you for what you are. 248 00:24:28,718 --> 00:24:31,638 Why do you continue to do all this crazy shit 249 00:24:31,680 --> 00:24:34,265 to prove to somebody? 250 00:24:34,307 --> 00:24:38,311 Why do you compete with the new cry babies 251 00:24:38,353 --> 00:24:39,729 that are coming up? 252 00:24:43,233 --> 00:24:45,485 And my teacher has a point 'cause Lucha Libre 253 00:24:45,527 --> 00:24:47,237 is not a business no more for you. 254 00:24:47,278 --> 00:24:50,365 You're the doctor's business now. 255 00:24:50,407 --> 00:24:51,825 I'm like, yeah, that's true. 256 00:24:56,037 --> 00:24:58,206 I've thought about retiring, but not now. 257 00:24:58,248 --> 00:24:59,749 It's not my time. 258 00:24:59,791 --> 00:25:03,336 My body tells me it's time, but my ego tells me 259 00:25:03,378 --> 00:25:04,378 I can still go. 260 00:25:26,860 --> 00:25:30,030 Fabric is like $35 a yard. 261 00:25:30,071 --> 00:25:33,992 And I use 12 yards for a jacket and a gown. 262 00:25:36,870 --> 00:25:38,389 - [Woman] How did you come with this idea 263 00:25:38,413 --> 00:25:41,291 of this train which is really only you? 264 00:25:41,332 --> 00:25:43,335 - This is Deeana's wedding dress. 265 00:25:44,377 --> 00:25:45,377 Uh-huh. 266 00:25:46,254 --> 00:25:47,254 I loved it. 267 00:25:48,673 --> 00:25:51,885 And I just think it's so sophisticated 268 00:25:51,926 --> 00:25:55,930 and it's so glamorous and so elegant and it's so me. 269 00:25:55,972 --> 00:25:59,267 It goes with my personality and I like to dress well 270 00:25:59,309 --> 00:26:02,354 and I did it, so. 271 00:26:21,039 --> 00:26:23,875 This was made for Valentine's Day. 272 00:26:31,549 --> 00:26:36,971 This has the longest train and I already cut it twice. 273 00:26:39,557 --> 00:26:42,394 It's like 10 or 12 feet, I can't even remember. 274 00:26:43,978 --> 00:26:48,066 So, I did this for my London tour in honor of Lady D. 275 00:26:50,985 --> 00:26:51,945 She's one of my role models. 276 00:26:51,986 --> 00:26:53,947 I love her, I love her. 277 00:27:38,658 --> 00:27:41,286 (chattering) 278 00:28:12,525 --> 00:28:14,986 (clapping) 279 00:28:16,738 --> 00:28:21,826 I had to get two crowns from my dislocation of chin 280 00:28:22,911 --> 00:28:28,124 and I've been hospitalized eight times 281 00:28:28,667 --> 00:28:30,543 due to head concussions. 282 00:28:30,585 --> 00:28:31,378 - [Woman] No. 283 00:28:31,419 --> 00:28:32,587 Okay. 284 00:28:32,629 --> 00:28:34,923 (laughs) 285 00:28:35,674 --> 00:28:38,218 Happy you can laugh at it. 286 00:28:38,259 --> 00:28:39,259 - I know. 287 00:28:41,763 --> 00:28:46,101 - [Woman] So, four surgeries, eight head concussions, 288 00:28:47,519 --> 00:28:52,524 twice the teeth plus the crowns, and anything else? 289 00:28:56,736 --> 00:28:58,405 - Erm. 290 00:28:58,446 --> 00:28:59,446 Um. 291 00:29:00,615 --> 00:29:04,452 Now, what I'm struggling lately is with my hands, 292 00:29:04,494 --> 00:29:09,249 that if I carry my phone on me, if I type or text, 293 00:29:09,290 --> 00:29:10,290 it hurts. 294 00:29:11,292 --> 00:29:14,337 I can't fold my thumb no more like this. 295 00:29:14,379 --> 00:29:15,630 - [Woman] Okay. 296 00:29:15,672 --> 00:29:17,716 - My thumb just goes this way. 297 00:29:17,757 --> 00:29:19,551 - I can see. - It hurts a lot. 298 00:29:19,592 --> 00:29:24,139 - [Woman] And does it mean because you cannot take any drug 299 00:29:24,180 --> 00:29:25,682 or alcohol or stuff like that, 300 00:29:25,724 --> 00:29:28,601 does it mean that your surgeries have to be done 301 00:29:28,643 --> 00:29:30,854 in a different way? 302 00:29:30,895 --> 00:29:31,896 - No. 303 00:29:31,938 --> 00:29:33,565 No, they're done normally. 304 00:29:34,816 --> 00:29:37,610 - [Woman] But you cannot take morphine or things like this 305 00:29:37,652 --> 00:29:38,987 after for the pain. 306 00:29:40,238 --> 00:29:43,700 - No, I don't take, I only take whatever they give me 307 00:29:43,742 --> 00:29:45,577 in the hospital. - Okay. 308 00:29:46,661 --> 00:29:51,583 - But when I'm released home, I come with Ibuprofen. 309 00:29:54,836 --> 00:29:58,340 - Not very strong. - Or Tylenol or whatever 310 00:29:58,381 --> 00:29:59,716 they give now. 311 00:29:59,758 --> 00:30:04,596 But I don't do like the hard narcotic painkillers. 312 00:30:06,431 --> 00:30:10,727 - Okay. - I don't take those. 313 00:30:10,769 --> 00:30:13,646 That's why I'm always like, you know, in a lot of silence 314 00:30:13,688 --> 00:30:19,069 and prayer when I'm at home 'cause it's really, 315 00:30:19,736 --> 00:30:20,945 it hurts. 316 00:30:26,076 --> 00:30:28,620 (screeching) 317 00:30:54,896 --> 00:30:56,773 I'm a (mumbles) 318 00:30:56,815 --> 00:30:58,566 (laughs) 319 00:30:58,608 --> 00:30:59,651 I'm a cow girl. 320 00:31:01,069 --> 00:31:03,279 These boots were made for walking. 321 00:31:05,240 --> 00:31:10,412 This is where I started school in first grade. 322 00:31:12,622 --> 00:31:16,001 And this was my (speaking in foreign language) 323 00:31:16,042 --> 00:31:20,630 This is where also my molestation 324 00:31:20,672 --> 00:31:24,217 and sexual abuse started in this house right here. 325 00:31:24,259 --> 00:31:26,302 We used to live in that house right there 326 00:31:26,344 --> 00:31:28,513 when I was six or seven. 327 00:31:30,390 --> 00:31:33,268 And my elementary school was just right there. 328 00:31:33,309 --> 00:31:34,602 Used to walk a lot. 329 00:31:38,148 --> 00:31:39,691 Welcome to El Paso. 330 00:31:42,986 --> 00:31:46,740 (people chattering) 331 00:31:46,781 --> 00:31:48,616 It's beautiful, huh? 332 00:31:56,833 --> 00:32:00,003 (fireworks popping) 333 00:32:23,026 --> 00:32:26,071 (energetic music) 334 00:32:27,864 --> 00:32:29,449 My father was just a provider. 335 00:32:29,491 --> 00:32:30,992 He didn't know how to be a father. 336 00:32:31,034 --> 00:32:32,744 He would just provide for us. 337 00:32:33,578 --> 00:32:38,750 He's a Mexicano machista and I was his first son 338 00:32:39,209 --> 00:32:40,794 and I'm gay. 339 00:32:40,835 --> 00:32:44,214 And, for many years, we were not even close or nothing. 340 00:32:45,090 --> 00:32:47,634 And now, from five years to now, 341 00:32:47,676 --> 00:32:50,887 it's been the most amazing relationship a kid can ask for 342 00:32:50,929 --> 00:32:53,348 because I was a fatherless kid for many years. 343 00:32:53,390 --> 00:32:57,811 And today, the guy that I love the most is my father 344 00:32:57,852 --> 00:33:01,690 (speaking in foreign language) 345 00:33:06,736 --> 00:33:11,491 My father has been with me throughout all my injuries, 346 00:33:11,533 --> 00:33:15,286 my surgeries and he's carrying me like a baby 347 00:33:15,328 --> 00:33:18,373 and he's coming, he feeds me when I'm in bed, 348 00:33:18,415 --> 00:33:20,000 when I couldn't get up. 349 00:33:20,041 --> 00:33:23,545 And he finally tells me like I'm very proud of you. 350 00:33:23,586 --> 00:33:25,839 I have so much respect for you. 351 00:33:25,880 --> 00:33:26,880 I love you. 352 00:33:29,384 --> 00:33:32,387 (energetic music) 353 00:34:23,646 --> 00:34:28,860 ♪ Little Lydia says my name ♪ 354 00:34:29,819 --> 00:34:33,865 ♪ Jukebox baby playing a strange game ♪ 355 00:34:34,991 --> 00:34:38,995 ♪ Not looking for fame ♪ 356 00:34:39,037 --> 00:34:46,461 ♪ Jukebox baby, jukebox baby ♪ 357 00:34:46,503 --> 00:34:49,881 ♪ Uh-huh, huh, huh, huh ♪ 358 00:34:59,641 --> 00:35:04,354 ♪ Come to where I stay ♪ 359 00:35:04,396 --> 00:35:09,526 ♪ Oh, jukebox baby ♪ 360 00:35:10,485 --> 00:35:14,656 ♪ Oh, hotshot gambler looking for game ♪ 361 00:35:15,365 --> 00:35:22,122 ♪ Jukebox baby, jukebox baby ♪ 362 00:35:22,163 --> 00:35:24,582 ♪ Uh-huh ♪ 363 00:35:24,624 --> 00:35:27,168 ♪ Uh-huh, huh, huh ♪ 364 00:35:27,210 --> 00:35:33,758 ♪ Uh-huh, huh, huh, huh, huh ♪ 365 00:35:53,069 --> 00:35:54,171 (speaking in foreign language) 366 00:35:54,195 --> 00:35:56,531 - Oh no, we're not in Japan. 367 00:36:03,038 --> 00:36:04,038 Number one game. 368 00:36:06,916 --> 00:36:08,676 When we were speaking in Japanese back there, 369 00:36:08,710 --> 00:36:10,310 I'm like, wait a minute, we're in Europe, 370 00:36:10,337 --> 00:36:11,504 we're not in Japan. 371 00:36:12,881 --> 00:36:15,633 (bell tolling) Normally, all the wrestlers 372 00:36:15,675 --> 00:36:17,844 we speak Spanish, English and Japanese. 373 00:36:18,762 --> 00:36:22,349 We go to Japan a lot, very big in Japan. 374 00:36:34,069 --> 00:36:36,488 (laughing) 375 00:36:38,156 --> 00:36:41,368 (religious singing) 376 00:36:45,080 --> 00:36:49,250 (speaking in foreign language) 377 00:36:53,922 --> 00:36:56,841 (glass shattering) 378 00:37:02,097 --> 00:37:04,933 (energetic music) 379 00:38:21,426 --> 00:38:23,803 (yelling) 380 00:38:41,279 --> 00:38:44,032 (crowd cheering) 381 00:38:48,078 --> 00:38:51,122 See why I smell so good? 382 00:38:52,749 --> 00:38:55,543 I don't care how much Versace costs. 383 00:38:56,544 --> 00:38:58,046 (indistinct talking on television) 384 00:38:58,088 --> 00:39:00,131 - [Announcer] Entrepreneurs must face the music. 385 00:39:00,173 --> 00:39:02,967 Music and special treats come from the Royal Albert Hall 386 00:39:03,009 --> 00:39:06,054 and whether it's royal guests, celebrities. 387 00:39:13,061 --> 00:39:15,146 (cheering) 388 00:39:42,590 --> 00:39:44,300 - [Cassandro] The blessing is 389 00:39:44,342 --> 00:39:46,136 that I am not a victim no more. 390 00:39:46,177 --> 00:39:50,765 I am victorious of everything that I've come through 391 00:39:50,807 --> 00:39:52,684 because that made me stronger 392 00:39:52,726 --> 00:39:55,228 and made me stand in the middle of the street. 393 00:39:55,270 --> 00:39:57,689 (applause) 394 00:40:03,194 --> 00:40:05,113 But I love my job as you can see right now. 395 00:40:05,155 --> 00:40:09,284 I love my job because I'm a bad ass. 396 00:40:09,325 --> 00:40:11,578 (laughing) 397 00:40:11,619 --> 00:40:14,080 (applause) 398 00:40:19,502 --> 00:40:21,755 There's been exoticos or gay people 399 00:40:21,796 --> 00:40:24,007 since 1940s in wrestling, 400 00:40:24,049 --> 00:40:26,509 but they were like the clowns of the circus. 401 00:40:26,551 --> 00:40:28,720 They were to make people laugh. 402 00:40:28,762 --> 00:40:31,473 And what I've done in over 26 years 403 00:40:31,514 --> 00:40:35,685 is dignify, with respect and talent, 404 00:40:35,727 --> 00:40:39,189 that we, sexually-diverse people, 405 00:40:39,230 --> 00:40:42,108 can really kick some ass in the ring. 406 00:40:42,150 --> 00:40:43,610 (applause) 407 00:40:43,651 --> 00:40:45,820 - [Announcer] Cassandro, he is 408 00:40:45,862 --> 00:40:49,949 (speaking in foreign language) 409 00:40:53,203 --> 00:40:55,288 - [Cassandro] The make-up, the pantyhose, 410 00:40:55,330 --> 00:40:57,248 the feathers, the boas, 411 00:40:57,290 --> 00:41:00,627 it just turned to everything, 26 years later, 412 00:41:00,669 --> 00:41:02,754 I can tell you it's been amazing 413 00:41:02,796 --> 00:41:04,881 'cause now we have transgender 414 00:41:04,923 --> 00:41:08,593 and there's a lot of bisexuals and stuff like that. 415 00:41:08,635 --> 00:41:11,388 And then we have midgets, we have women. 416 00:41:11,429 --> 00:41:14,265 We have the big diversity in Lucha Libre. 417 00:41:16,768 --> 00:41:20,855 (speaking in foreign language) 418 00:41:27,487 --> 00:41:30,532 (energetic music) 419 00:41:56,558 --> 00:41:58,852 ♪ Do you think I'd crumble ♪ 420 00:41:58,893 --> 00:42:00,687 ♪ Did you think I'd lay down and die ♪ 421 00:42:00,729 --> 00:42:02,856 ♪ Oh no, not I ♪ 422 00:42:02,897 --> 00:42:06,401 ♪ I will survive ♪ 423 00:42:06,443 --> 00:42:09,320 (crowd chattering) 424 00:42:13,408 --> 00:42:16,119 (crowd cheering) 425 00:43:30,944 --> 00:43:32,987 - I need to get ready. 426 00:43:42,455 --> 00:43:44,666 What am I gonna wear, what am I gonna wear? 427 00:43:44,708 --> 00:43:45,709 I am have my train, 428 00:43:45,750 --> 00:43:47,627 but what am I gonna wear? 429 00:43:47,669 --> 00:43:53,049 Right now, I have to take my medication, ointments, spray. 430 00:43:53,591 --> 00:43:54,591 Everything for La Lucha. 431 00:43:57,679 --> 00:44:01,433 (singing in foreign language) 432 00:44:16,865 --> 00:44:19,784 (cheering) 433 00:44:19,826 --> 00:44:21,453 (people chattering) 434 00:44:21,494 --> 00:44:24,122 - Front roll, stand up, back roll, stand up. 435 00:44:24,164 --> 00:44:27,167 You're gonna do a front roll then a back roll. 436 00:44:27,208 --> 00:44:30,920 Front roll, stand up, back roll, stand up. 437 00:44:40,722 --> 00:44:43,099 We do a right and when we come back, 438 00:44:43,141 --> 00:44:44,851 we're gonna do left. 439 00:44:44,893 --> 00:44:46,686 Roll, right and left. 440 00:44:46,728 --> 00:44:48,229 Right and left. 441 00:44:59,532 --> 00:45:00,408 Yeah, that's it. 442 00:45:00,450 --> 00:45:01,368 Next two. 443 00:45:01,409 --> 00:45:03,495 (clapping) 444 00:45:30,438 --> 00:45:32,774 First, do a suicide. - Okay. 445 00:45:34,567 --> 00:45:35,568 - [Group] Oh! 446 00:45:35,610 --> 00:45:36,778 - That's okay. 447 00:45:38,279 --> 00:45:39,279 You next. 448 00:45:43,702 --> 00:45:45,537 - [Man] You okay, mate? 449 00:45:50,375 --> 00:45:52,585 - One more, one more, one more, one more, 450 00:45:52,627 --> 00:45:56,256 Just a little bit more. 451 00:45:56,297 --> 00:45:58,508 Nice! (cheering) 452 00:46:07,267 --> 00:46:09,477 You guys, you guys, you guys, this is the thing. 453 00:46:09,519 --> 00:46:11,813 This is the thing, you guys think, 454 00:46:11,855 --> 00:46:13,440 I come and help you, yes. 455 00:46:13,481 --> 00:46:16,443 But you guys help me a lot 'cause I need to stay young 456 00:46:16,484 --> 00:46:20,030 and free and, yeah, you guys learn a lot from me, 457 00:46:20,071 --> 00:46:21,740 but I learn a lot from you guys. 458 00:46:21,781 --> 00:46:23,992 The thing is, keep doing it. 459 00:46:24,034 --> 00:46:25,702 Don't beat up on yourself. 460 00:46:25,744 --> 00:46:27,954 It takes time, it's not easy. 461 00:46:27,996 --> 00:46:29,539 It's painful. 462 00:46:29,581 --> 00:46:34,127 You guys know I just had a surgery 10 weeks ago 463 00:46:34,169 --> 00:46:35,628 and I'm already fucking wrestling 464 00:46:35,670 --> 00:46:38,882 and that's only because guys like you back home 465 00:46:38,923 --> 00:46:41,551 that want to train, push me to do it, 466 00:46:41,593 --> 00:46:44,220 that don't make me stay crying in my bed. 467 00:46:44,262 --> 00:46:46,639 I get depressed, but I got to do it. 468 00:46:46,681 --> 00:46:47,849 If not, I wouldn't be here. 469 00:46:47,891 --> 00:46:50,018 Yeah, I'm a bitch, sorry. 470 00:46:50,060 --> 00:46:51,603 (laughing) 471 00:46:51,644 --> 00:46:53,646 But I love you and I hope you come back tomorrow. 472 00:46:53,688 --> 00:46:54,564 Thank you. 473 00:46:54,606 --> 00:46:55,398 Thank you to Diba. 474 00:46:55,440 --> 00:46:57,609 (clapping) 475 00:47:03,365 --> 00:47:05,283 ♪ I got all my life to live ♪ 476 00:47:05,325 --> 00:47:07,660 ♪ I got all my love to give ♪ 477 00:47:07,702 --> 00:47:09,537 ♪ I'll survive ♪ 478 00:47:09,579 --> 00:47:12,374 ♪ I will survive ♪ 479 00:47:15,543 --> 00:47:17,337 - [Announcer] Ladies and gentlemen. 480 00:47:17,379 --> 00:47:21,883 (indistinct talking on microphone) 481 00:47:24,386 --> 00:47:27,347 And thank you so much Cassandro 482 00:47:27,389 --> 00:47:30,725 for being our Lucha Libre guide 483 00:47:30,767 --> 00:47:33,061 and our spiritual mamacita. 484 00:47:34,020 --> 00:47:36,481 (cheering) 485 00:48:12,642 --> 00:48:18,064 ♪ To convince her that loving me was not a mistake ♪ 486 00:48:19,691 --> 00:48:23,862 ♪ She said she knew I'm happy to know ♪ 487 00:48:23,903 --> 00:48:27,574 ♪ That I have excited you so ♪ 488 00:48:27,615 --> 00:48:32,704 ♪ But romance with you would be so very wrong ♪ 489 00:48:37,834 --> 00:48:41,921 ♪ Go back to Texas ♪ 490 00:48:41,963 --> 00:48:44,966 ♪ And leave my Rosita here ♪ 491 00:48:45,008 --> 00:48:49,137 ♪ Where she belongs ♪ 492 00:48:49,179 --> 00:48:52,724 ♪ Rosita, lovely senorita ♪ 493 00:49:03,526 --> 00:49:08,698 ♪ Rosita, you're sweeter than a rose ♪ 494 00:49:09,449 --> 00:49:12,744 ♪ Will you be me esposa ♪ 495 00:49:23,672 --> 00:49:26,675 (people chattering) 496 00:50:33,074 --> 00:50:34,993 - [Woman] As we say in French, 497 00:50:35,035 --> 00:50:35,910 (speaking in foreign language) 498 00:50:35,952 --> 00:50:36,952 it means break your leg. 499 00:50:37,996 --> 00:50:39,265 - No say break a leg to Lucha Libre. 500 00:50:39,289 --> 00:50:41,249 - No? - Say good luck. 501 00:50:52,594 --> 00:50:57,724 ♪ I learned how to live a lie ♪ 502 00:50:58,850 --> 00:51:00,727 ♪ I just walked in to find you here ♪ 503 00:51:00,769 --> 00:51:02,854 ♪ With that sad look upon your face ♪ 504 00:51:02,896 --> 00:51:06,232 ♪ I should have changed that stupid lock ♪ 505 00:51:06,274 --> 00:51:08,777 (cheering) 506 00:51:11,905 --> 00:51:13,907 ♪ Go on now, go ♪ 507 00:51:13,948 --> 00:51:15,909 ♪ Walk out the door ♪ 508 00:51:15,950 --> 00:51:17,827 ♪ Just turn around now ♪ 509 00:51:17,869 --> 00:51:19,913 ♪ 'Cause you're not welcome anymore ♪ 510 00:51:19,954 --> 00:51:20,997 - [Crowd] Cassandro! 511 00:51:21,039 --> 00:51:21,873 Cassandro! 512 00:51:21,915 --> 00:51:24,334 (cheering) 513 00:51:28,171 --> 00:51:30,256 Cassandro! 514 00:51:30,965 --> 00:51:31,965 Cassandro! 515 00:51:36,137 --> 00:51:37,138 Cassandro! 516 00:51:38,723 --> 00:51:40,974 Cassandro! 517 00:51:41,685 --> 00:51:42,685 Cassandro! 518 00:51:43,144 --> 00:51:44,187 Cassandro! 519 00:51:44,979 --> 00:51:45,979 Cassandro! 520 00:51:46,981 --> 00:51:47,981 Cassandro! 521 00:51:53,655 --> 00:51:56,324 - [Woman] Were you able to wrestle or? 522 00:51:57,158 --> 00:51:59,202 - Yeah, I was able to wrestle. 523 00:52:01,454 --> 00:52:04,332 I got very tired and then I got out of breath 524 00:52:05,875 --> 00:52:08,712 and then, at the end, I just couldn't go no more 525 00:52:08,753 --> 00:52:12,841 and I could just hear (speaking in foreign language) 526 00:52:12,882 --> 00:52:17,178 saying get up, get up. 527 00:52:21,433 --> 00:52:25,895 (speaking in foreign language) 528 00:52:25,937 --> 00:52:29,941 And all I said to the guys was like take me 529 00:52:29,983 --> 00:52:31,151 in the dressing room. 530 00:52:31,192 --> 00:52:34,029 I can't walk no more. 531 00:52:35,196 --> 00:52:40,577 And then I finally had a breakdown in the dressing room. 532 00:52:41,870 --> 00:52:45,874 Bobby came in, hugged me and I lost it. 533 00:52:47,709 --> 00:52:51,755 I said, it's time to go, it's time to go. 534 00:52:51,796 --> 00:52:53,798 I don't want to go, but it's time to go. 535 00:52:53,840 --> 00:52:56,968 These are the signs that God is sending to me. 536 00:52:57,969 --> 00:52:58,969 I have to go. 537 00:53:00,263 --> 00:53:02,307 - [Woman] Oh Cassandro. 538 00:53:03,308 --> 00:53:05,727 I wish I could give you a kiss. 539 00:53:09,064 --> 00:53:12,817 It's a really bad period, but you've gone through 540 00:53:12,859 --> 00:53:15,695 many worse one and you gonna get strong 541 00:53:15,737 --> 00:53:17,906 and you're gonna be okay again. 542 00:53:18,573 --> 00:53:20,742 It's just a bad moment. 543 00:53:22,243 --> 00:53:25,372 And you're just really tired so it makes your emotion 544 00:53:25,413 --> 00:53:26,956 goes down completely. 545 00:53:28,625 --> 00:53:31,419 It's always that way, when you're tired you cry. 546 00:53:34,255 --> 00:53:35,048 - Yeah. 547 00:53:35,090 --> 00:53:36,466 I'll be fine. 548 00:53:36,508 --> 00:53:38,968 Whatever the outcome is I'm gonna be okay. 549 00:53:39,010 --> 00:53:43,598 That's what I, I've been through so much stuff. 550 00:53:46,309 --> 00:53:47,602 - [Woman] Yeah, you have. 551 00:53:47,644 --> 00:53:48,954 - I'm still here and I'm still alive 552 00:53:48,978 --> 00:53:54,025 and this is just another bump in the road. 553 00:53:55,276 --> 00:53:57,946 (screeching) 554 00:54:16,965 --> 00:54:20,427 I have lost my hair three times in 29 years. 555 00:54:24,139 --> 00:54:25,432 And that's the last one. 556 00:54:25,473 --> 00:54:26,474 No more. 557 00:54:27,642 --> 00:54:28,810 No more hair masks. 558 00:54:31,980 --> 00:54:34,941 - [Woman] Can you explain what is a hair mask, Cassandro? 559 00:54:34,983 --> 00:54:37,444 - A hair mask, well, me that I don't use a mask? 560 00:54:37,485 --> 00:54:39,612 - Yeah. - The most valuable thing 561 00:54:39,654 --> 00:54:42,699 is my hair, and this gives me identity, 562 00:54:42,741 --> 00:54:45,910 gives me protection, gives me a lot of personality 563 00:54:45,952 --> 00:54:49,414 and everything, and the guys that use the mask, 564 00:54:49,456 --> 00:54:51,041 that's like their secret. 565 00:54:51,082 --> 00:54:55,170 They cannot lose their mask because then you see 566 00:54:55,211 --> 00:54:56,546 their real identity. 567 00:54:57,505 --> 00:54:59,966 I mean, there's people that lose it 568 00:55:00,008 --> 00:55:03,553 and then their life falls apart, their career goes south. 569 00:55:03,595 --> 00:55:06,348 And there's people that enjoy it. 570 00:55:07,515 --> 00:55:10,977 And when I wrestle with Peluchule Maldad, 571 00:55:11,019 --> 00:55:13,646 he is one of the young guys from El Paso 572 00:55:13,688 --> 00:55:15,148 (speaking in foreign language) 573 00:55:15,190 --> 00:55:17,233 and the best guy that I could have wrestled. 574 00:55:17,275 --> 00:55:19,652 So, that's what I say, it's more of an honor 575 00:55:19,694 --> 00:55:21,654 for you to have my hair than for me to have 576 00:55:21,696 --> 00:55:23,114 a fucking mask on. 577 00:55:25,116 --> 00:55:27,202 But he killed me. 578 00:55:27,243 --> 00:55:31,289 I mean, he took advantage that I'm really hurt 579 00:55:31,331 --> 00:55:33,041 'cause he knew where to hit me. 580 00:55:34,042 --> 00:55:37,253 And I knew it, I knew it because we have fought 581 00:55:37,295 --> 00:55:40,173 one year to get to this. 582 00:55:40,215 --> 00:55:43,051 And we've bleeded and he open my mouth 583 00:55:43,093 --> 00:55:46,012 and then he hit me with the chairs on the back 584 00:55:46,054 --> 00:55:50,016 and my back was all cut and I could barely move 585 00:55:50,058 --> 00:55:55,480 and then I left my hand in his mask like on his cheeks 586 00:55:56,231 --> 00:55:59,359 and it was horrible. 587 00:55:59,401 --> 00:56:01,695 I'm so glad it's done. 588 00:56:01,736 --> 00:56:04,030 I mean, yes, I care about my hair, 589 00:56:04,072 --> 00:56:06,032 but it'll grow back. 590 00:56:06,991 --> 00:56:08,034 My blonde hair. 591 00:56:11,079 --> 00:56:14,874 My god, I look like a butch, like a lesbian. 592 00:56:14,916 --> 00:56:15,916 Oh! 593 00:56:17,210 --> 00:56:22,173 That's why I said please take me to get my eyebrows done 594 00:56:23,883 --> 00:56:26,261 'cause I was looking too much like a man. 595 00:56:26,302 --> 00:56:27,387 Uh! 596 00:56:27,429 --> 00:56:29,055 (speaking in foreign language) 597 00:56:29,097 --> 00:56:32,934 As much as I love men, I can't be around men. 598 00:56:36,438 --> 00:56:40,608 (speaking in foreign language) 599 00:56:48,908 --> 00:56:52,954 (singing in foreign language) 600 00:56:57,625 --> 00:57:00,462 I don't know how I'm doing this. 601 00:57:02,088 --> 00:57:04,507 I just like to hear the hairdryer. 602 00:57:04,549 --> 00:57:08,553 I haven't heard it in a long time. 603 00:57:08,595 --> 00:57:11,348 Look at all my white hair. 604 00:57:11,389 --> 00:57:12,389 Oh! 605 00:57:18,646 --> 00:57:21,358 See, this is where my... - I saw. 606 00:57:21,399 --> 00:57:23,026 - I get it like this. 607 00:57:23,068 --> 00:57:24,444 Then it has to go back to my room 608 00:57:24,486 --> 00:57:26,488 so I have to push it like that. 609 00:57:28,448 --> 00:57:30,158 Right now, I'm on my way. 610 00:57:57,560 --> 00:57:59,604 It's a lot of clothes. 611 00:58:00,689 --> 00:58:03,024 (mumbles) 612 00:58:12,409 --> 00:58:13,576 Come on, baby. 613 00:58:14,703 --> 00:58:16,079 Come on, baby. 614 00:58:17,539 --> 00:58:18,873 Let's do this. 615 00:58:26,256 --> 00:58:27,256 Woop. 616 00:58:28,383 --> 00:58:29,383 Woop. 617 00:58:30,719 --> 00:58:31,720 Woop. 618 00:59:45,418 --> 00:59:47,629 (chanting) 619 01:00:11,236 --> 01:00:16,408 (dog barking) (birds chirping) 620 01:00:54,571 --> 01:00:58,366 (singing in foreign language) 621 01:01:40,992 --> 01:01:45,121 (speaking in foreign language) 622 01:02:18,738 --> 01:02:21,533 (wings flapping) 623 01:02:33,712 --> 01:02:36,548 (chimes jingling) 624 01:02:52,981 --> 01:02:55,567 (wind roaring) 625 01:03:32,771 --> 01:03:35,857 (train horn blaring) 626 01:03:38,109 --> 01:03:40,904 (drum beating) 627 01:04:18,858 --> 01:04:21,653 (horn bellowing) 628 01:05:10,994 --> 01:05:13,747 (chanting) 629 01:05:13,788 --> 01:05:15,415 - [Crowd] Cassandro! 630 01:05:15,457 --> 01:05:22,504 Cassandro! 631 01:05:35,935 --> 01:05:39,731 (singing in foreign language) 632 01:07:18,788 --> 01:07:20,832 (buzzing) 633 01:07:56,743 --> 01:07:59,245 (dog barking) 634 01:08:07,962 --> 01:08:10,382 - Take the camera off my face please. 635 01:08:12,967 --> 01:08:14,719 I have regret I have smoke. 636 01:08:16,971 --> 01:08:19,557 It's been years since I had a smoke. 637 01:08:24,896 --> 01:08:27,524 - [Woman] Did you go to a meeting? 638 01:08:27,565 --> 01:08:29,818 - [Cassandro] I'm going tonight. 639 01:08:29,859 --> 01:08:31,903 - [Woman] Tonight? 640 01:08:31,945 --> 01:08:33,029 - [Cassandro] With Liz. 641 01:08:33,071 --> 01:08:36,324 (Cassandro coughing) 642 01:08:48,294 --> 01:08:51,965 - [Woman] Does Liz know? 643 01:08:52,007 --> 01:08:53,466 - [Cassandro] Nobody knows. 644 01:08:53,508 --> 01:08:55,552 Have you seen me drunk? 645 01:08:55,593 --> 01:08:57,470 Have you seen me drink? 646 01:08:57,512 --> 01:08:59,931 - [Woman] I've seen nothing. 647 01:09:02,892 --> 01:09:04,561 - I fucking give up. 648 01:09:08,064 --> 01:09:10,692 (soft music) 649 01:09:45,685 --> 01:09:48,271 For me, I want to get buried. 650 01:09:56,946 --> 01:09:59,991 I want to be buried here in El Paso. 651 01:10:07,123 --> 01:10:09,918 (bell ringing) 652 01:10:12,087 --> 01:10:14,089 A lot of (speaking in foreign language) 653 01:10:14,130 --> 01:10:19,552 they end up dead or killing their wives or kids or whatever 654 01:10:20,720 --> 01:10:22,198 because for us, (speaking in foreign language) 655 01:10:22,222 --> 01:10:25,266 physical pain and emotional pain is too much. 656 01:10:49,082 --> 01:10:51,626 (wind roaring) 657 01:12:16,961 --> 01:12:19,923 You learn along the way from everybody. 658 01:12:22,550 --> 01:12:24,302 But the first one was my mom. 659 01:12:24,344 --> 01:12:25,344 - [Woman] Yeah? 660 01:12:31,518 --> 01:12:33,478 - 'Cause every day at 6:00 p.m. 661 01:12:37,232 --> 01:12:38,900 she would get her stuff out 662 01:12:41,736 --> 01:12:43,154 and she would just do her make-up 663 01:12:43,196 --> 01:12:44,614 and she was like. 664 01:12:47,200 --> 01:12:48,451 - [Woman] You learned? 665 01:12:48,493 --> 01:12:50,954 - Yeah, a little bit. 666 01:12:50,995 --> 01:12:51,995 No! 667 01:12:54,332 --> 01:12:55,332 Mm. 668 01:13:00,505 --> 01:13:02,173 - [Man] Do you want help? 669 01:13:02,215 --> 01:13:03,299 - [Cassandro] No. 670 01:13:03,341 --> 01:13:04,592 (speaking in foreign language) 671 01:13:04,634 --> 01:13:05,778 - [Man] You want me to carry that? 672 01:13:05,802 --> 01:13:08,179 - [Cassandro] No, it's okay. 673 01:13:51,473 --> 01:13:54,225 (wind roaring) 674 01:14:20,418 --> 01:14:22,587 (howling) 675 01:14:25,715 --> 01:14:28,843 (crowd applauding) 676 01:14:36,184 --> 01:14:39,020 (energetic music) 677 01:15:48,590 --> 01:15:51,593 (dramatic music)